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WOW! I havent wrote in this bad boy in a looong while. haha in my last entry i said somethin about finding a hell of a bf..... doesnt exist. But the person I did meet, is the most amazing person i have ever came into contact with. shes awesome, beautiful, treats me like im a princess... and trust me im not. Im a bitch. =)we have been dating for 7 months now. amazing.
What else? . . .Im gunna be a suicide girl. fuck yea! im excited.
UMMMMM.... so i went through some shit a few months back where i had to deal with ... yet again.... another two faced liar. Maybe i just attract them. Im over that tho. BUT itll come back to that person. . . KARMA is suuuuuch a bitch hahaha. well deserved i tell you.
I got a shit load of new pictures, ill put a link up soon. . . . .
AWWWW my lil bro is taking me to his prom ... how cute huh. Its gunna be fun. I got an awesome dress... its a pink plaid lip-service ball gown.
okie.... yer upto date haha .. peace...
XO - Monique
Thats My baby. Shes gorjuss.
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[06 Aug 2004|07:14pm] |
Its friday night *well evening* and im bored outta my mind! where the fuck are alla my friends?!
Im lonely! FUCK this man, im on a fucking mission to find one hell of a bf! DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNN watch out.
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[15 Jul 2004|10:31pm] |
Im bored. I have no work tonight.
Today I went to do this promo thing for Deja Vu.... Me and a couple of girls went to a bunch of diff Tattoo shops and left some passes n what not. . . good times. After that Me and Lenny went out to eat at this hawian bbq place... SOOO GOOOOD hehe =) Came home. slept, Then Matt picked me up, and we went to a few random places, then went to eat in West Covina... then drove around for a bit. Came home, and now im bored. ha sounds borning? well it wasnt! =P it was actually a GREAT day. I gotta see Matt... which is always good man.
OooOo On Sat. Im goin to Barstow with a bunch of friends.. *Cochino fest man* all kindsa friends bands playin, and were all gunna stay the night out there. aww its gunna be so fun.
I gotta few new pics.. check em out if ya want.
http://img62.photobucket.com/albums/v189/BlkAnglWings/?action=view¤t=Matt.jpg
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[09 Jul 2004|12:41am] |
sooooooooooooo O got my car registerd. 243 bucks for that and i need to get it smogged, then take the stupid papers back and i can finally drive that bitch.
Im getting crappy shifts at work... 5 - 10 i make NO tips doing those hours. haha LAME
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[16 Jun 2004|10:36am] |
O man... Last night was a shitty night. And this morning i realized some shit that makes me really sad.
Really. . .I just want a special someone to be there for me when i need them... someone i can give everything i can to.... TOO much to ask i suppose.
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[01 Jun 2004|08:23am] |
Camping in San Mateo this weekend was fun shit. I got really burnt tho haha. . . We had to wake up real early on monday to come home because i had work at 12, which sucked because i really wanted to go to the beach again.
So Melissa and I decided yestaday that we want boyfriends. Really rad ones. hehe.I dont really like liking someone whos feelings im kinda unsure of. it scares me. but of course thats not making the feelings go away. I dont want them to anyways. hes a rad person and i love spending time with him, i just wish i knew more of what he was thinking. I suppose im just a tad scared....that im speniding time doing something that is not gunna lead to anything. EHH i think too much. *sigh*
anyhow.... again with the happiness man! life is fucking good. I love it. I love having two jobs. I love making tips, so i always have a lil extra cash. Good times good times.
anyhow. . BYE BYE for now XoXo, Monique
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[18 May 2004|01:45pm] |
Its hard to let go of things you would love to keep around. . . but for some reason think that you shouldnt....
Anyhow... Im still super happy with most parts of my life, **im almost done with school, i college starts on the 25th!** I wish a few things were a little differant. But you cant always have what you want right?
I have been thinking about certain things alot lately, and i still havent came to a fucking conclusion... When i figure shit out, ill def. write about it =)
Today is Melissas Birthday.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MELISSA! I LOVE YOU!
THats AlL FoR noW <3 Monique
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[07 May 2004|01:58am] |
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FUCK! IM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY WITH MY FUCKING LIFE RIGHT NOW.
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[05 May 2004|02:13pm] |
UMMMMMMM DOOOD i fucking love my life right now. I LOVE alla my friends. * Melissa, and Justin= two of the most amazing ppl in the world. im so super happy. its amazing.
I started a new class... after this one i need one more then im DUN DUNDOOOONE! fuck yea.
Ihave been spending some time with a boy who is rad. I like him. I love spending time with him, he makes me really happy. I feel like a little school girl cus when i think about him i get these weird butterflies in mu tummy, and a huge smile on my face haha. cute shit.
FUUCK! last night was the first time i ever got drunk hahahaha GOOOOOD times. it was So much fun. Me, Brett, Melissa Nico, Brandon, Justin and Ernie were here... all drunk hahaha pretty much everyone sept nico and ernie stayed the night. Everyone was out cold, and i couldnt sleep, so i was just wondering around the house hahaha. ANYWAYS....... Work tonight 5-10, then back here to watch Requiem for a dream. fun stuff. Thats all for now <3 Monique
P.S. I started a new picture thingy, so heres a link fuckers =)
http://img62.photobucket.com/albums/v189/BlkAnglWings/?action=view¤t=Img_5655.jpg
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[29 Apr 2004|12:33am] |
****RECENT HIGHLIGHTS OF MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE****
1. MELISSA! *Is so amazing i love the fact that i have someone to talk to about anything and everything, and know that shes riiight here for me alla the time. its an amazing thingi love her*
2.FINALLY! drop off an application for college SO excited about this.
3. I will have a brand new fucking Drivers license in a few weeks. with a NEW picture yeeaaaaa, I will be able to go out! Fuck it sucks being 21 and STILL not being able to get into certain places haha
4. Meeting this person who i never thought id meet **from hs.** who I had a HUGE crush on haha and realizing that hes not only beautiful, but fucking rad as hell.
Good times tonight, Me, Melissa, Brett, and Nico went n saw Kill Bill, and it was awesome.
GOOOD NIIIGHT everyone <3 XoxO,
Monique
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[12 Apr 2004|12:03pm] |
10 bands you've been listening to a lot lately:
1. AFI
2. Strung out
3. The sounds
4. Fall out boy
5. Sublime
6. Fuel
7. Evanescence
8. My Ruin
9. Sugarcult
10. Save Farris
09 things you look forward to:
1. Gettin a car
2. Gettin my License back
3. being able to get a second Job
4. OoOo Camping at the beach
5. gettin the backround of my tat started!
6. TAX RETURN!
7. Distillers concert ha
8. Possibly going to seattle =)
9. yea. . . .
08 things you like to wear:
1. FISHNET thigh highs the ones with the BIG netting =)
2. Mini skirts
3. Creepers
4. beeters
5. PJ pants
6. SOCKSSSS man i love socks ha
7. panties with garters attached ! good stuff
8. off the shoulder shirts =)
07 things that annoy you:
1. LIARS
2. Cheaters
4. Flakes
5. Not having enough money to do shit all the time
6. FAke people
7. Homophobes. ! stupid bastards
06 things you say most days:
1. HOLY CRAP
2. what the crap
3. what the shit . . .
4. holy fuck me.
5. lemme just tell ya. ..
6. I fuckin hate matt delzell.
05 things you do everyday:
1. hang out with Melissa
2. clean =/
3. come on the computer
4. i eat like a fucking pig =)
5. fight with someone. . . . =/
04 people you want to spend more time with:
1. My fucking neices.
2. My youngest bro whom i never get to see.
3. *More road trips* with melissa and
4. Jackie =P
03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. The Crow
2. Queen of the damned
3. A walk to remember
02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. My imortal
2. anything by AFI
01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. someone who is really fucking awesome, and 100% honest and doesnt fucking cheat....
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[12 Apr 2004|11:23am] |
Man life is good right now.
Me Melissa, and Jackie went to Palm spings, rented a hotel, went shoping, gambling*casino Mornago*, drank a lil bit *next day*... layed out... went swimming... it was was so much fun.
Yesterday for easter, I went to Melissas house.. . . we had luch, played hide n seek with her lil bro and dad, then fed her horses. so fun haha=)
Melissa is prolly one of the most amazing people i have ever met in my whole life. Im so glad shes such a good friend now.
HMmM Good things that are gunna happen this week ? :
1) imma get a car! a peice of shit, but still a car haha
2) Going to apply as a waitress *2nd Job is greatly needed
3) Going to get my drivers license. *I lost it at Knotts Scary Farm*
4) AHHH And i get my tax return soon ! yay =)
AHHHH the funniest thing last nightt..... Someone called ME fake. aaahahahahaha Im the realist, most honest person you could meet. Fuck that person, i thought there was some kinda great friendship there, FUCK was i WRONG.
DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN Dooooood imma save my fucking money and go to seattle! yeeea
OKie.....thats all for now. <3 Monique
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[06 Apr 2004|02:05am] |
I havent written in this inna while, so i thought i would go ahead and do that. .
I have been working alot lately which is outstanding =) Because of the lack of hours i had for a while. I finished another class in school, yay for me =P I made a new friend , who is fucking rad.
on a diff note.... I have been making alot of bad decisions, and a few mistakes these past few weeks, or months even. So i have decided to be more careful about this and really think things through before i do some shit.
***some quick thoughts before I go to sleep***
Im sooooo fucking tired of stupid mind games.
I dont like being lonely.
I HATE! to be lied to!
I need a fucking CAR! haha
thats all =P BUH BYE!
<3 Monique
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[16 Mar 2004|12:49am] |
It changed. . . . =.(
~*~*~*Its so easy to let things that seem so important, slip right through the tips of your fingers. Even tho you think you have a firm grip on something, there is always that possiblilty that things are gunna slip out of reach...*~*~*~*
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**I always get this feeling in my stomach that makes me feel sick, I
just want to lay down and go to sleep all day so i dont have to think
about all the stupid shit i have to deal with. I get this sickening
feeling because i worry myself about things that sometimes i feel i
shouldnt even give two shits about. **
** I want a boyfriend, but i want a super cool one whos not like all
these other stupid bois. I dont wanna waste my fucking time. And i dont
wanna deal with guys that tell me they want a gf, and then decide to
push me away. (Im positive that I am an amazing gf. because i have alot
to offer.) This kinda shit makes me feel like im not good enough or
something.**
**I hate to make people upset, or unhappy in any way. . . **
**I have an amazing best friend who i love with alla my heart, and im
so thankful that I have him. I dont ever want to lose him or ruin or
beautiful relationship. I want it to stay this way ~`AlWaYs`~**
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[28 Feb 2004|04:21am] |
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Good stuff today, Matt and I went and got pierced together, *he got his lip, and i got the "verticle labret"* then we went to eat, fun stuff eating after gettin lip piercings haha. i suppose we managed just fine tho. Matt had a minor set back when he got some food stuck to his ring, but i went ahead and helped him out with that haha. I <3 you Matthew
so its 4:27 AM , im off to bed. <3 Monique.
P.s. DOOOOD IM 21 IN 5 DAYS! WTF IM GETTING OLD HAHA
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Sometimes i feel so easily replaceable. So unimportant. so . . . Not worth it. I hate that i have sooo much to give, and cant find the right person to give it to. I love to love. . . I love to make ppl happy, just a simple smile from someone that means something to me can make my entire day. Just knowing that there is something I did to make someone happy can make me the happiest person in the wolrd. I adore making people i care for feel like they are the world to me.
I want that now. Im so ready give.
....Hold out your hands and Ill place my heart in them.... Hold out your heart and ill except it with open hands and an open heart....
<3 Monique.
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[25 Feb 2004|11:23pm] |
I have decided that im just goin to stop even attempting to start ANYTHING with anybody *relationship wise* For some reason i always fall for the unavailable *in some way shape or form* guys who seem amazing at the time, but then something stupid always happens. Im starting to think there is something seriously wrong with me, i feel like .... *im not good enough for them or something* Its kinda sad that i feel this way, but hey i cant help it.
Ill write more later <3 Monique
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[22 Feb 2004|01:22pm] |
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AFI last night was amazing, me and Matt had a great time =) I got the greastest picture of Davey..... He looked o so beautiful, it was neat to be as close as we were. I got kiked in the nose , and hit in the chin real hard haha but it was okie nothing could ruined the fact that it was amazing.=)
( pictures @ afi concert )
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